Hope is the love worth finding when you look back on your life. Maybe it is like a profit, not used up, as was enough, to give to others in the future. Hopeful is NOT how you are nasty to them or isolate them or leave them out on the truth. Being hopeful is when you build your experiences on things that do not hurt yourself or others, NOT ONE single one. Being hopeless is when you just don’t get it, and hurt people anyways, when you just do not have to risk it.
Don’t want to be the subject of a bad lesson? Then don’t be bad.
The only way some know that works is…..
· Attention need
· Energy (crime teaching or training attention)
· Boy commits crime on girl to get attention
· Girl reports to get attention (THE CHILD IS NOT MINE)
· Girl gets help to get attention
· Boy gets locked up to get attention
Instead a better way some know that works is supposed to be
· Attention need
· Guardian gives crime prevention attention
· No one is hurt less attention is needed
So simple, that you report things for a REAL REASON, AND THEY COME OUT FOR A REAL REASON, BUT THEY REALLY DO NOTHING ABOUT IT THAT I CAN REALLY TELL not one freaking thing. What you expect every fricking woman on earth to do it right, without getting emotional (raising children), or she is crazy, but not one fricking man is expected to even give crime prevention attention, much less control their tension? That would be expecting too much for free? Too bad, do it or else!!
ON GUARD YOU CROOKED WHOEVER
1. On Friday I worked all day in the front of the house and leveled over where someone had broken fence and kept crossing over and investigating apparently my water meter, like since I am single maybe I have more water than them so they want to use mine, if could unnoticeably to wash their muddy trucks? Well I made it apparent, I noticed, took a picture, of the standing water I had noticed before when nowhere else there was holes in street, was there any standing water as everywhere else was already dry, but not where close to my hose, and no mud or sand up on bottom of their trucks of which they had been using recently.
2. when I was almost done, I heard shots coming from creek area behind my house, and then a bunch of dogs barking. I called the police, and they came out. I informed them that I did not think that whoever lived there was the one firing shots, because otherwise the dogs would not bark if it was their master or would they? Then the police went over that direction, but was curious as to what I was doing. Is it unusual for people to do landscaping that requires digging, after the rain? I think not, unless they have a day job. After he left, about a half an hour later, I heard more shots from that vicinity, followed by dogs barking. I assumed that the police were still in the area, so I did not bother them again.
3. when I looked at my door, I had noticed that it was closed, when all I had closed was the screen door, with a lock on it, so I could see in.
4. On the Friday evening 10th of February or morning of sat. someone used MYshower, that morning I noticed that there was water all over the floor, when I didn’t take a shower or ever have water still on floor after I do. Then I felt in shower floor and it was all wet WITH ONLY A FEW OF MY HAIRS, LIKE RESIDU7ALS, WHEN I USUALLY HAVE A WHOLE BUNCH, AFTER CONDITIONING HAIR. I was pissed. I knew someone had used my shower when I was sleeping. I cleaned u water with a mop, still steaming about it.
5. All day Saturday, someone behind the creek area was playing music in the cold weather, like they were outside listening to it. The wind is biting cold, but who in their right mind would be out there, if they weren’t homeless or with an agenda, or someone paying them
6. I NOTICED MY PHONE HAD USED A BUNCH OF DATA, WHEN I always have DATA TURNED OFF after I use it, AND BATTERY WAS ALMOST DEAD, WHEN HADNT USED IT, EITHER. ALSO A HALF DRANK WATER BOTTLE WAS NOTICED HIDDEN BEHIND SOMETHING, UNLIKE ME. . I was taking it easy watching TV and recovering from Friday.
7. Sunday morning I noticed that more water was on floor, but shower was not wet. Even more suspicious, like they had broke toilet, to cover up having used the shower water. So I am supposed to use money from my trust fund to pay for things I am not responsible for, but are out of a result of a CRIME? WELL IF THE HOSE WATER IS TOO COLD YOU SHOULD GO TO A HOMELESS SHELTER THAT SPECIALIZES IN HELPING PEOPLE LIKE THAT, NOT MY HOUSE. IT WILL NOT BE FORGIVEN.
8. THEY ARE USING MONEY TO PAY TO KNOCK ME OUT INSTEAD OF PAY ME TO USE MY SHOWER? and then give WHOEVER an excuse to deplete any money that may come my way for the work on yard? Freak you royally. I DO NOT WANT THE MONEY FROM THE LEGACY HANDED DOWN TO ME IN THE CYCLE OF ABUSE AND CRIME THEY ARE TRYING TO PUT MY MONEY IN. IT INVALIDATES ALL PAST AND FUTURE LAWS. I WILL NOT MAKE THE LEGACY ABOUT THEM OR FOR THEM AND I REFUSE TO HAVE ANYONES ESP. MY MONEY GO TO BENEFIT THEM HURTING ME SOMEHOW. THEY CAN STAND UP FOR THEIR RIGHTS, THEIR RIGHTS TO BE PUNISHED AS THEY DESERVE.
9. Maybe the police threatened to shoot or lock up someone who they think they are controlling around here, getting free rabbit meat? Molesting Mexican children that they refuse to take seriously when I report? By making them throw me off the hunters trail? Esp. since they saw me, and supposedly do, but don’t patrol the area? When I am in back, they do something in front, if I am in front, they do something in back, instead of shoot me? Gee what a deal for the judge to know about.
I keep having suspicious things like that happen, but cannot figure out how they are doing it, because I do not make it a practice on how to trespass on someone, without getting caught. Don’t tell me people could not have motives in getting rid of people, when they are the ones that need getting rid of AS AN EXTREME STATE OF EMERGENCY. THEM TAKING THEIR TIME MAKES THEM MORE SUCCESSFUL, NOT THE ONE WHO IS THEIR INTENDED VICTIM.
Why should I sit back and continue to let them walk all over me, because they want to call me disabled and treat me as such, so that I cannot get off of disability. So they can keep bullying me and harassing me discreetly? Because I do not have a gun to shoot them?? Typical of molesters and perverts, sociopaths and control freaks, stalkers and killers? As many times as I have reported them, does that not put up a red flag to the police that maybe they are harassing me? Potheads and drug addicts, who keep to their kind and stay up all night doing things like that when other people sleep.
Maybe they will trap the police who do not believe me and then it will be a fair fight or maybe they already did. The police aren’t really the law, when all you feel is complete anarchy on your life, that really matters, but things are intact. What comes around goes around. They cant handle a simple crime, that leads you to believe they cannot handle a crime that involves your life, and they prove it, every time. Maybe they can come and live here on their paycheck much better than me and let them walk all over them when they are in another place besides where they find a vulnerable area to get them when they leave. It is not going to be important, for sure then.
If someone dies like suddenly, unexpectedly, or suspiciously, without being under a death sentence, even the best autopsy expert may not know the true cause. Anything can be made to be seen as something that it is not, especially where there is crime or intentional hostility, stressors, etc. and since so many times you suffer from things, and cannot explain to others how it bothers you, why it bothers you, or get them to listen, notice, or understand, is difficult in itself, so if you really want to keep the people you love, you need to listen to others are trying to say or tell you. if something hurts them, you should take them seriously.
For instance having some crime prevention groups that are like stepping in (not outsourced), when law enforcement and medical are not reaching these people, of what is right and wrong, to where they should have to pay, like for supervision, they are not willing to negotiate fair supervision. They are stepping in to prevent someone from dying, from chronic crime or harassment from continuing, etc. they do care about both sides and the needs of both sides, but do not approve of disagreements and understandings not being heeded, and lack of communication to a positive result, meaning NO CRIME AND NOONE BEING HURT, and attention anything that is crime prevention, that would be of interest, such as the grandmother hands the child a safe toy to play with, not some interest that would hurt the child or that the child would hurt others, like smoking pot, racing cars or motorcycles, etc., such as teaching them anything but hurtful things, anything positive to spike interest, give purpose, meaning, reason to live, hope, etc.
Hope and personal responsibility
*you cannot cure hopelessness with more hopelessness, only with hope.
- For instance, you have a lot of money and are giving it to people, unsupervised expenditure, telling them ‘it is for doing a dirty deed for me’, like rip off a neighbor, and or ‘being used to buy drugs and alcohol’.
· Then the products, this ‘rich man’ tries to promote, in order to make more money, is going to suffer, even if a good product, like a car, the support he has chosen will be a let him down, because of follow up choices, and he most likely will have a bad advertizing campaign, so everyone suffers.
· There has to be good feelings all the way around the table. If you give hope, it has to be sincere, not just thrown at them with distaste. Also it is not just the spirit of giv8ing that is important, but the choices and use of what is received, such as a good spirit of appreciation, even if does not seem given with good spirit.
· Also it is everyone’s responsibility esp. any who get the chance, to associate good with good things, such as a swimming pool. Not give the pool to children as a gift for letting them be molested. Not given as an unappreciated gift, and do bad things in it or to it, the list could be endless of what not to do, but wouldn’t you prefer it be endless of what good you could do, like have fun in it, get to use it in hot summer and get a lot of relief from it, make a lot of friends and have good times with family and friends, make new friends? Get help with it and help others with their pool for getting to use it? Something that is intended as a gift offering of hope, (for the love of life), should be allowed to remain so, always.
Positive change is sometimes born of bad experiences.Too bad some people do not see that and raise it to…. positive greatness is born out of positive experiences.
Some things are just not up for discussion or have a better way, at least by a dope dealer, SO WHY WASTE YOUR TIME CHANGING good WAYS when you don't have the time anyways?